Confused Feelings
I like Jacie so much, and she and I both know that. Jacie knows my past with Sweetness, which she says she okay with. Only, when I'm with Sweetness I feel drawn to her. Like if I could, I'd kiss her right there at work in front of everyone. I dont see her alone or anything. Not that I'd cheat on Jacie, because uh NEVER. I'd never cheat on anyone again, it's just dumb. But I just can't help but look at Sweetness. Someone explain to me why I'm feeling like this...it's retarded. I even texted Sweetness and asked if she ever misses me, she said yes. So I asked her why...she hasn't written back yet. Which I guess might be avoiding the question or something. Please dont get me wrong. I love Jacie. It's just that Sweetness is different. We were friends so long before we kissed and mostly made out on her bed. I think we're still really good friends. I dont know how I feel, I just feel like I like two women a lot. Still, I want to be with Jacie, and I DO know that. Someone tell me what the point of this entry was...atleast I feel like I got it out. haha! I'm off to bed I have to get to work at 11am...maybe get off at 6pm or so. YAY! Well, ta. And have a HAPPY CHRISTMAS! Hai |
Written on 12-24-04 @ 3:48am |