Girls Suck...Mostly
Some retard I work with told me that I should be sort of an Ass to my girlfriends. I guess that way they would appreciate when I'm being nice and sweet. It does KINDA make sense. Like, if I'm nice all the time, they'll expect that and not appreciate it. Ha, so I'm talking to Sweetness about it and she says, "Well, the girls you choose, just aren't gay." Well, duh! I later told her, "You can't help who you like. Trust me, I've tried not liking you. It doesn't work." I do think i'm going to stop all that I do with her though. I want her so badly, I just can't, ya know. Even though I think I could change her, I'm not sure I want to go through all that. Be the first girlfriend of another girl, again. I dont think I could handle another JaCie. That girls hurts me all the time. She doesn't even have to say much. Just ignoring me, like she does. And not spending time with me (which I guess is the same as ignoring). And I know this, which is why I can't understand why I still like her so much and want to be with her. All my friends say she treats me like shit, but I still have feelings for her. Then again, I dont think I've really liked anyone who's treated me badly. Except this one. BLEH! Why can't I just find a lesbian who actually wants a relationship that wont treat me badly. And actually likes it that I'm nice to them. God I hate girls sometimes. Hai |
Written on 2005-01-20 @ 2:51 p.m. |