And Life Goes On....lalala
I made a decision today. A decision that, I'm not going to let bad things ruine my life. True, I dont sleep well anymore, and any little thing that happens might bring up a few bad memories. I wont let it make me feel like a bummed out teenager. I'm 20 years old...that depressed thing is out. I moved out of that when I was 16. My life has to go forward, and I know I can't change what happened. I can learn from it. I can protect myself. Life goes on...it just gets harder to go with it sometimes. Lets see, work...Eric, who's friends with Sweetness and I, came overnights starting last night. Benita, doesn't like this, so she says. Benita can talk to Eric all the time when she's not in front of us, but when we're there, she wants to say she hates him. It's just because she wants him...in bed mostly, and he doesn't want her like that. She even went to lunch on her own, because she said she didn't want to be with him at lunch. How stupid is that? Eh...it kinda ruines the moving in thing with Benita, Sweetness, and me. I wish people could just get along. I think I'm going to sleep today, because I'll probably go into work tonight. It's my original night off, but I need the money, plus, I can hang with my buds. I was thinking about going to look for my own apartment sometime soon. I'm filing my taxes, so I'm going to have like $1400 to my name...all at once...can you believe that? Haha...I can't, but I gotta say, I love it. Well, I'm gonna go. I'm gonna go eat some Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream. Yummy. Well, ta. Hai PS Hope you head a good Valentine's Day Lindsay. I hope you write about it soon. |
Written on 2004-02-16 @ 7:52 a.m. |