Valentine's Love...not really
Valentine's day is tomorrow. I'm not feeling particularly anything. True, I dont have a girlfriend right now, but it doesn't matter. If I was in a relationship, yeah, I'd do the cute love flower thing, but no girlfriend. Not sure what Melissa is (the new girl I've been talking to for a long while). I think we're getting serious, but she lives like 3 hours away *bleh*. I'll know more about that later. Anyway, haven't written in a while. Which kinda sucks. Although, not many people read this anymore, so I guess no big thing. I think I'd write more if more people read it. Plus, I get on here and I'm all like, "I'm going to write about this and this and..." And then I dont. I get to the page and I'm like, "I don't feel like it. Maybe tomorrow." But then tomorrow never comes really...it just keeps being tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. Josh and I are growing a little apart, but not really. I love him a lot. I'm not trying to spred us apart, I just want a little space every now and then. Like, he's ALWAYS around me. I like that, but I do need me time, just like he needs HIM time. I love him a lot, I just need to destress myself before we hang out mucho. And then I'm always on the phone with Melissa, so I think he feels all left out. I hate that, but I love talking to Melissa. Someone shoot me. Well, that's it for now. I'm kinda tired and going to bed soon....ta. Hai OH! I bought Buffy SEASON 7!!! and The Lost World season 3...YAY! |
Written on 2005-02-06 @ 4:09 a.m. |