Strangely...but Privately
I havn't written much lately. Really, only works going on. Well, that and not being able to sleep. I mean no sleep until like 7am. It's awful, to an extent. Then I'm here on the computer, so it's not that bad. Of course, it gives me time to think...which is BLEH! I've finally understood why people have private diaries though, which is why mine shall be used today or so. So I finally wanted the Finale of Season 1 of the L Word...OMG! Bette...Tina...how the hell!?! I want to be against Bette, but I love her so much. I've figured out that I'm kinda like Bette, especially with that sex scene with Candace. Kinda reminds me of my relationship right now, which I love so much. But then the whole kinda 'rape' scene between Bette and Tina. My mouth just kinda dropped. I'm like, "poor, Tina...oh, poor Bette!" Tina was exceptionally beautiful in the last two episodes of the season though. Gorgeous even. I still think Bette is the prettiest though, but DAMN HER!!! Anyway, I guess you'll only get all that if you've seen the show. If you havn't seen it, go get it now and watch it...that means you Zay (feels weird to say that). I havn't really been around the GF's house. Our schedules have been kinda screwed up. She has to wake up early and I have insomnia, doesn't work really if you get those two people together. Maybe that's why things have gotten strange lately. Which you'll only be able to read about in my private diary. Josh and I havn't spent as much time as usually together. Of course, we're still together all the time. Poor guy sleeps about as much, if less, than I do. And then I go and wake him up. I feel bad at first, then I think about how he wakes me up a lot too. HAHA...weird huh. Well, I'm gonna go now...Catch ya later. Hai |
Written on 2005-01-06 @ 3:37 a.m. |