Take the Lead Beautiful
Of all days to be on that STUPID STUPID Female Thing!!! I told Sweetness I'd come over and watch "Big Fish". So, we ended up watching the Michael Jackson Movie on VH1, then going for chinese food, then coming back to watch "Big Fish". At around 1:30pm Sweetness started to fall asleep, and so did I really. I tried to keep her awake, but I let her go to sleep as I watched the end of the movie. After the movie, I got up, put my shoes on, took the DVD out, and watched Sweetness get up. She walked me to the kitchen and got out the left over chinese food, along with her frozen Dr. Pepper, which we both drank. We sat around for a bit, then she asked if I was going to fall asleep or what. Then I took her hand and said there was one more thing I had to do before I left. I pulled her back to her bedroom, took off my glasses, then we watched "I love the 90's" for a second. Then I layed on the bed, while she crawled up next to me. Then I told her to climb on top of me. So she did, after a strange look. We kissed for a few seconds, then changed possitions a few times, kissing even more. We kissed for a while, then heard the front door. We quit and started watching "I Love the 90s". A few minutes later she went to check who it was, but it was just the brother of the guy she lives with. So, I asked if we could have one more try (because I think I was so nervous I was kissing really really...just wrong). So, she pretty much was leading, which I find totally soooooooo cool. She was moving my head for me and everything. Then we ended up laying down, me on top. It was just really really really really good. I love that she took the lead like that. I do need more guts though. I told her I may come by tomorrow and watch another movie with her. I think I may go again with her tomorrow. Maybe go a little further, but not all the way, you know. I do feel kinda stupid that I got nervous enough not to remember how to kiss or what to do. Although, my tongue ring keeps getting caught on her front teeth for a second. Still...good times. Other than that, I'm suppost to go to Amanda's to drink a bit and party a bit. I think her friend Anna might go too, which makes me feel weird because Anna and I have really wanted to meet for a while. Why two girls at once? Whats up with that? I just hope I can get to Amanda's house alright. I hate driving out of Bakersfield by myself. It's different to be lost with another person, but alone sucks. Well, that's the story for now. Wish me luck for tomorrow. Bye for now. Hai |
Written on 2004-08-09 @ 3:18 p.m. |