Everybody Goes To Hollywood
West Hollywood was totally fun. I went with Josh and Sergio, who broke up that night. Which also made Josh cry. I think mostly because Josh wanted to go back to West Hollywood soooooo badly and have a good time, and Sergio screwed it up. Josh: Why'd you have to do it here? But, this is what Sergio said to me when I asked him about it. Me: Why'd you have to do it here? He pretty much tells us each different things. I think he gets confused about what he wants, plus, he's listening to his straight girl friend too much. She's telling him how his and Josh's relationship should be, and how much time they should spend together...and yadda yadda. She needs to get her own life. But, overall, Hollywood was fun. Josh and I were hugging and cuddling and stuff way more than Sergio. I think it would have been weird to walk by a Lesbian and Gay guy walking together like we were. We went into adult stores, gay stores, a small Pizza place, walked by some bars. We did a lot of stuff. We even walked along the walk of fame. They were taping "Jane Doe 2", but I didn't see any stars I knew. There was another guy video taping people walking down the gay part of West Hollywood, but we didn't know why. He taped us, but we didn't know what he was doing. Anyway, Josh bought a rainbow necklace, a little rainbow flag, and this rainbow candle holder. I'll have to find them on the net and show a pic. Sergio and I both got the same necklace as Josh. I was going to wear it yesterday, but I forgot, but I will wear it today at work. Hopefully I'll go to lunch with Josh or something. Last night he called me on break, and told me he was coming up to work at 1am (he was off). So, he came up to work and talked to my sister for a second. Then my sister went home while he and I went to Denny's. We had fun talking about stuff, mostly Sergio, since Josh is really hurt about it. We did talk about Porn and stuff. Mostly I talked about Pam, the waitress at Denny's. I flirt with her everytime I come in, and I think she knows it. I asked her how old she was, and who she lived with and stuff. She acted like I was getting to something, which I was, but I'm shy like that. I dont know what to think about her. I get the feeling she's gay, but I'm not the type to just ask her own. That fear of rejection thing. Maybe I'll go up there tonight. Anyway, then we went to Josh's house and sat on the internet chatting with gay guys for a while. He asked if I wanted to sleep at his house, but I told him I had to go home, which I did. I kinda wish I had stayed to keep him company, but atleast I slept. Josh and I will probably go see a movie next Monday by ourselves, maybe see "The Grudge" or something. Sometimes I wish we were both straight. We would so be together. But, we're not, so that wont happen, haha. Well, I gotta get going. Catch ya later. Hai |
Written on 2004-11-10 @ 2:12 p.m. |