Sickness Comes...It Wont Go
Sick...that's all I can say. I have worked for 4 days sick sick sick. I think I'm sick because Yuripanda was, but not with the same thing. No, really, I'm sick because everyone at Walmart is sick, and they dont like to let people stay home sick. So, all of us get sick, and it takes weeks and weeks for everyone to recover. It's like, once someone gets better, someone else is getting sick, which gets them sick again...and so on and so on. I havn't been on the computer that much lately, I've just been working and trying to feel better. I havn't even been able to read many diaries. I tried to find a new layout to make, but I just wasn't feeling it. I'm too lazy. I bought Van Helsing today though, right when I got to work. I watched like 50 minutes of it, then my mother took it out and put in a stupid CD, which she didn't listen to. She just put it in then left the room. I'm like, I could be seeing hot girls right now. Kate Beckinsale is pretty hott, gotta say. What else? Oh, one of my guy friends told me that he likes me. What do you say to that? Like, you know he knows you're gay. I guess it's like us Lesbians liking straight girls (some of us anyway). Still, why does he have to tell me? I, for one, dont see it. Why would he like me in the first place? I dont think I'd like me...I dunno. Well, personality wise, yeah, I guess I would. I'm me...so it works. Then there's another girl at work, who plays the straight card. She closeted. She told me she liked girls, I'm like, "great. go for it." Then she starts inviting me to parties, which is cool. I love to hang out. But while I talk to her on the phone, her friends are asking me questions about what kind of girls I like and who I'm crushing on and stuff. And they nudge her when I say I like blondes, and that I like short girls, and stuff like that. I'm thinking because she is. And they laugh when I say anything that MIGHT pertain to her. It's weird. Then I have another guy in recieving that I work with, that's always hanging on me. Hugging, hitting, playing, etc. I'm just confused about it all. Help me out here. Well, I'm gonna go. Time to go chat on Yahoo. Take Care. Hai |
Written on 2004-11-06 @ 1:30 a.m. |