Love Is In the Air
So, my check wasn't all it was cut up to be. Making it that I will have absolutely no money until next check. I've got to pay the cable and computer and cell phone and all this stuff. I am going to buy a CD though. I'm going to buy the Spanish Christina Aguilera CD. I'm sure I'll like it. If not that, the latest Missy Elliot CD. Yeah, I think Missy...or maybe both. Anywho, I was working with this guy named Mikey today. We flirt a lot, mostly because it's funny. His department manager, CJ, gets so confused. Mikey has a girlfriend, and, well, I just don't do the guy thing, ya know. CJ's kinda high school cheerleaderish...plus, kinda ditzy. The stereotypical blonde, in a certain aspect. She's just really hyper and with the High pitched voice and everything. She just is. I went to work thinking that Sweetness was angry with me, but around break time I decided that I was wrong. I always get that feeling that there's a conflict, when there really isn't. Stupidity on my part. I can't help but feel good when she's around me. Like, she leaned on me when she was embarassed and started giggling (wierd word but still okay). We even held hands a little, but because her hands were cold and mine are warm most of the time. Nothing really read into that. Then she smelt my sweatshirt and said it smelled really good and asked if she could wear it because she was cold. So, I took it off, leaving me in my black wifebeater shirt, and gave it to her. She wore it from lunch until it was almost time to leave. I like her, I really do. There's just the whole guy aspect of her life. And, I admit, she's never been with a girl, but we've talked about it. She asked if I was scared my first time and all that, and I answered her truthfully with yes. Still, I'm not going to ask her to start a relationship or anything. I've talked to her about that and we're just not ready for that...both of us. Although, I'd love to kiss her again. Can't get that out of my head sometimes. I dunno, I'm kinda in a loving mood lately. Maybe the whole Valentine's thing. I am going to get Benita and Sweetness something for Valentine's day, but I'm not sure what. Oh, and Dee, but she still hasn't come back from a death in her family. Her 2 month old neice died about a week ago. I feel for her. Maybe I'll call her tonight. Well, I gotta go. Catch ya late. Ta. Hai |
Written on 2004-02-12 @ 7:48 a.m. |