Sex and Alcohol
This morning a friend at work, Amanda, asked me why I hadn't slept with Sweetness before. We were talking about the people we 'like', and she likes Assistant Manager Steve, who's totally awesome. She's jealous that I've kissed Sweetness. Now she wants to kiss Steve. Haha...it's funny. And I told her about when I went to Sweetness' house and watched Finding Nemo (for the millionth time). I was really nervous. I was alone with her in her house. No matter how long you know someone or how comfortable you are in public with someone you like, you can't prepar for a quiet house. So, when I told Amanda about it, she asked why I've never slept with her. Truth is, I'm not that person. I like relationships. True, I've had my share of sex and stuff, but I prefer the sensual and emotional connection. I dont like just 'fucking' for the fun of it. If I do 'make love' to Sweetness, I don't want it to be a one night thing. It wont happen. Mostly because I don't think I REALLY want it to happen. If she were to ever make the first move, maybe, but she wont do that. Plus, I have prospects. Oh, Monday I'm not going into work. On Monday night Dee, Sweetness, and I are going to Dee's to drink and have fun watching stupid movies and shit. It'll be fun I think. I'm ready to drink some AfterShock and Hypnotic. I'm not sure what Dee wants to buy, but AfterShock is what I want and Hypnotic is what Sweetness always brings. It should be something to write about, if I remember it. I just don't want to drink too much to say something too stupid. I'll probably wont drink that much. Well, I'm gonna go. Gotta go watch Mutant X before I go to sleep. Ta. Hai |
Written on 2004-02-29 @ 9:40 a.m. |